Hello wombedman!! It`s been a long while hey! This is actually my first time publishing this year, yea yea I know but the Good news is that the Lord has been speaking and I have a lot to publish. Literally my journal is overflowing with the messages from God to his precious daughters. This blog had to come up first. Honestly I am so nervous about this because I'm about to reveal the secrets of my past that nobody knew but God, my iniquities. This is something that I tend to ignore and all of us do really ignore it but it is there, it exists and instead of being ignorant about it we can face it, not alone but with God. The title of this blog is heavy I know but trust me its more heavy to me than it is to you. This attacked me few years back and it recently attacked me again in terms of knowing it, understanding it and accepting it, this where God spoke to me that I should share it because as much as it was painful for it to actually replay...